My name is Rachelle, I was Dx'd with Type 2back in 2006. Since then I have tried to keep my BG in control, but for the most part failed at it.
I am married, and my husband is no help at all, no matter what I try to explain to him, he conciders it my " problem". I feel so alone, I have no one to talk to, so about 6 months ago I just gave up on taking any of my Meds and just ate what I wanted! Until about 6 or 7 weeks ago, when I had dropped from 215 pounds all the way to 140 pounds. Yes, I was wanting to die, I had given up.
All of a sudden he got really concerned, but I know the real reason he did. I am on Disability and he likes the $900 a month. So, all of a sudden, he is SO worried! We go to the Dr, she starts me back on my meds, plus adds Lantus at night. I am getting better, I guess.
I just feel so alone. I am amazed right now he is not asking who I am writing to.
I hope you understand .